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The first mass killing I ever covered in my journalism career was in 1980.

It was in East Texas, about 90 minutes by helicopter from Dallas.

I saw a lot of Texas underneath me that day as I landed in a place called Daingerfield.

There, a shooter named Alvin Lee King III, dressed in camouflage garb, burst into the town’s First Baptist church, killing five people, wounding 10.

King was armed with an AR-15, the assault weapon of choice to this day.

But I’ll never forget his entrance line. Or was it his exit?

King proclaimed, “This is war.”

His words hit me this Memorial Day in America, as now we must honor more than just those who have fallen in military service to our country. We find ourselves compelled to honor all those who have fallen in what has become our uncivil de facto war.

It is a war being waged on America by individuals armed with military-style weapons hell-bent on killing innocent, peaceful, unsuspecting Americans.

And now dozens of them are children.

This is the gun epidemic in America, where the country has become a “danger field.”

We don’t even have to go back to Alvin Lee King in 1980.

Nor do we need to recount the events of 1989 as I did in my previous column on Patrick Purdy and the Cleveland School Yard Shooting in Stockton, Calif.

We simply have to go back to 2009 and the numbers of the dead is alarming enough: 1,500, according to the New York Times.

1,500?

Yes, I know, should we even bother with 1,500 deaths?

That’s barely a month of Covid deaths.

1,500? That’s just ten Boeing 737-700s crashing. In 13 years?

Should we even lift a finger?

My sarcasm is prompted by the seriousness of the majority of Republicans. They’re addicted to NRA money and insist the problem will go away.

But that’s not true. The cases will age, like Daingerfield, only to be replaced with new mass shootings, new perps, new victims, new deaths.

It’s the same problem in perpetuity.

Only the gun remains the same–the semi-automatic AR-15 assault rifle whose only purpose is to serve the evil wishes of its consumers—to destroy human life.

The cycle will continue on until our political leaders summon the courage to break it. But that’s how shamelessly we deal with mass shootings in America.

The right-wing politicizes and protects the unborn, while protecting their bread and butter, the gun.

THE TRAUMATIZED SURVIVORS
After Uvalde, I keep thinking of 11-year-old Miah Cerrillo, a student who was in the thick of things at Robb Elementary.

She’s the one who knows how mistakes were made at the Uvalde school shootout.

Nineteen cops were in the hallway thinking the situation involved a barricaded suspect, not an active shooter. Instead of going after the gunman, the cops waited for reinforcements. For more than an hour.

Meanwhile, there were still some people alive. Miah is believed to have called 911 on a cell phone to send help.

None came in time.

It is the tragedy of America.

The NRA says the only thing that stops a bad guy with a gun isn’t a good guy with a gun. The truth is the only thing that stops a bad guy with a gun is common sense laws that ban guns and protect the rights of the living.

Nineteen young kids and two of their teachers are no longer among the living.

Cerrillo, 11, told CNN she saw one of her teachers get shot in the face by the gunman, 18-year-old Salvador Ramos.

Cerrillo described how bullets flew over her but how she was hit in the shoulders and head by gunfire fragments.

As the gunman moved to an adjoining part of the classroom, Cerrillo said she managed to get her teacher’s phone and call 911 for help.

But then fearing the gunman would return, Cerrillo stayed on the floor among her fallen classmates. She dipped her hands into the blood of a friend, already dead. Then she smeared the blood on herself in order to protect herself.

To survive, she played dead, covered in her classmate’s blood

It is a detail of Uvalde that will haunt me for the rest of my life, just like Alvin Lee King’s proclamation, “This is war.”

This is no way to be a child in America.

On this Memorial Day weekend, think of the trauma of survivors like Cerrillo and wonder what they must endure because NRA-addicted Republicans remain motionless, covered in blood and playing dead.